Day 3: This is the day

Monday July 28th, 2003

We awoke early Monday morning. I was barely creaking out of my sleeping bag which wasn't the most restful night I'd had for a while. We had divided the school into two sections using the blackboards to create a sense of virtual privacy for the men and the women. We'd strung up some lines the night before with twine running across the room to hang our mosquito nets from under which we each made our beds in our sleeping bags on the cold concrete floor. Some of the men slept on benches which they put together, and the women placed their sleeping bags on the stage which provided some elevation but I'm sure didn't make for the most restful night for anyone.

A few minutes after 6:00am, we were up and about. Shawn, Dean and I made the trek to the outhouse, after a quick spray with the Lysol disinfectant we each used it. It wasn't that bad actually. God provided the correct atmosphere for our outhouse, with the roof completely blown off we had natural ventilation and the frequent showers provided extra cleansing from above. I'd recommend to anyone at this point, something we may have laughed and joked about during the training - hand sanitizer and Lysol disinfectant spray, don't leave home without it. We took another quick dip in the rising black water which was our pier and got dressed for the mornings ministries.

This was a full day, a new day - we didn't yet know when we were going to be doing anything or how exactly all the ministries would be running. All we had known about was the leadership training to start at 9:00am at the church which the entire team would be attending. We took a brief walk to the church which wasn't very far to their standards, but somehow the track seemed to get longer and longer. When we arrived there were children, women, young men and adults in attendance. We were so confused, "Did they get the wrong message?" Did they think we were going to have a church service this morning? It was good that we were all there, as Sis. Violet and some other ladies took the children aside and started teaching them a lesson. The older ones remained for the leadership training, but as we sat among them we started striking conversations with them getting to know them a bit better.

That morning I had met two men, each with remarkable stories of their own. The first was a young Amerindian man by the name of Wink. Wink was there for the leadership training, but after the first session I was talking with him and I discovered that although he was in church, he had never accepted the Lord Jesus as his personal Saviour. I went through the Four Spiritual Laws booklet with him, and he decided that he needed more time to peruse it before he made up his mind. He told me that it was a serious decision, and I respected that - it is a serious decision to decide to follow God. My second man I met seemed a bit out of place as he was the only non-Amerindian around. Actually for a second I thought he was part of our team that I didn't know about. This was Boston, a well built, ex-soldier of the Republic of Guyana. He was born in one of the islands in the Essequibo, and had been assigned to building schools and construction work in the Interior where he met his wife. He resigned to living the simpler life, giving up what he had known on the outside. Boston was already a believer but his faith was waning. There was no one around to sharpen him when he felt a little dull and the church he favoured was nine hours away by paddle boat in Kaituma where we worked continually in land dredging - mining gold on land. I prayed with him a bit and just listened to him - I could see God was going to take this man and make him into a great soldier in the army of the Lord.

Leadership Ministry

Sunil standing in front of a typical Amerindian HouseWe soon retired for lunch when we heard that Sunil and Joey had arrived from Yarakita to check up on us and also to ensure that everyone's equipment was working for the film ministry later in the night. Francis, Dalkeith and Lindsay had wrapped up their leadership training sessions and we sent up some foodstuff for the Pastor of the church to organize to have some women from the church cook lunch for those who attended the leadership training sessions.

After lunch, Shawn and the women, Shamdai, Jenny, Geanette, Geanelle, Mikhalan and Sister Violet returned to the church for the children's ministry. I wasn't there for that session as we were getting ready for the young men's ministry which was due to start in a little over an hour and a half.

I then had another opportunity to share with a young man whose name I can barely even phonetically reproduce, much less spell now. He was a villager from a nearby village who just dropped in to check on a friend in this village. He was waiting on a visiting couple who arrived a few hours earlier by engine boat to get a ride back to his village. In talking I realized that he wasn't a christian. He believed in the basics of God creating man and sin separating man from God. He believed and understood that we were all separated from God - a concept that honestly I had found too abstract when I was younger. I went on to explain God's plan for him to have an abundant life and God's desire to have a relationship with him. I must say that I appreciated the honesty of this young man as he shared with me different aspects of his life and even when he went on to explain the democratic structure of his village. When he came to explaining the different rules or laws that each village has I used that avenue to ask him if he had ever heard the Four Spiritual Laws. I went over them with him, (1) God loves you and has a wonderful plan for your life, (2) We are sinful, and separated from God which is why we can't know and experience that love, (3) Jesus Christ is God's only provision for man's sin, through whom we can know and experience God's love and plan for our lives and (4) We must each individually receive Jesus Christ as Saviour and Lord, only then we can know and experience God's love and plan for our lives. Most people choke at the last law. He acknowledged that it will be a good thing but there were too many things he'd be giving up right now if he had to become a christian. Even when I went over the benefits with him, read the pray aloud and asked him if it expressed the desire of his heart, he told me, "Yes, it did...but he didn't want to do it now". I respected his decision, but I explained the consequences of this knowledge to him, that he was now without excuse before God. There are only two choices, to accept Christ or reject Him; not to decide is to decide. I trust that God will bring this young man to Himself in time to come. I must admit I was a little disappointed. No matter how many times I quote, "Success in witnessing is taking the initiative to share Christ through the power of the Holy Spirit and leave the results up to God", I feel like a let God down a little bit. That second part of leaving the results up to God is the hard part.

This young man slams the ball and prepares to run in this game of high speed cricketThe young men had already begun playing cricket on their pitch which was located on the hill directly above the school. The pitch was a patch of level ground nestled in the undulating hills directly above the school we were staying in. We'd brought cricket bats and a few wind balls with us and it was no problem for us to loan them the equipment to play the sports. We'd thought they'd be exhausted by the time we were ready to start our cricket with them but these guys had energy for days. Francis offered to teach them a new kind of cricket, high speed cricket, a game I still have scars on my body from my old Victory Heights Camp days. The guys were very eager to hear how were going to be playing this game. They chose two captains from among themselves and reluctantly picked members of our team to join their sides. It was just the first day and we hadn't gotten to know them by name as yet so we didn't really expect them to be all too eager to have the outsiders play on their sides. Once the game got rolling we had mixed teams Francis was the umpire and I was the scorer/photographer. Shawn gave an amazing gospel presentation using the three-ball illusion from Andre Kole Ministries, which I borrowed from the Campus Crusade Campus Ministry team before this trip. During the change of innings Shawn presented using the illusion and gave an invitation to accept Christ. Football on the rocky hill above the schoolAlthough no one took it up at the time, we made ourselves available for any one of them to talk with us in the future; Dean had spoken with a young boy, Ricky, earlier which was quite profitable as he prayed to receive Christ. God was working through every situation and bringing unlikely people that day to come to know him. We spent the better part of the evening playing cricket and football with the young men. They especially enjoyed it when we fell in the cricket. I was glad that we could provide some amusement. The guys on our team we such sports as well. We weren't the best athletes - actually we were terrible athletes but we gave our all in playing with these guys trying to build relationships and bridge cross-cultural boundaries.

Sunset was quickly approaching on this first afternoon in Hotoquai. We still had to set up the equipment for the film ministry showing that night. We used the same multi-purpose field above our school to set up the translucent screen in the ground and drape measure a suitable distance to put the generator utilizing the full length of the 100ft drop cable to minimize the noise heard from the generator during the showing. The villagers were told at every opportunity about the film showing at 7:00pm for the night of each full day we were with them. With great teamwork from the men, the screen was setup in no time at all. I guess this wasn't too bad for a team that had never before set up "Jesus Film" equipment. I'd only previously assisted the Trinidad Jesus Film Team in setting up the equipment, but being out here on the field even that little experience counted for a lot. We eventually raised the screen and staked it into the ground right in front of the stands overlooking the field. The screen was in an excellent vantage point to be seen from anywhere in the field. We then went to work at lining up the multimedia projector with the screen and positioning the table with this equipment at the optimal distance for the clearest and largest possible picture on the screen. We were 'cooking with gas' now - so to speak. Now all we had to do was wait for the sun to set, and hope that these guys would not run a football through the screen.

Dalkeith and Shawn Wickham here helping to set up the screen

I was somewhat concerned as to how many villagers would really come out to watch a film at night. I guess again, I took for granted some of the convienences of the modern world. It wasn't really like they'd be at home on the telephone, washing clothes or even surfing the World Wide Web. These young men were still playing football at sunset, using every last ray of sunlight afforded to them. I'd wondered if we were going to be seeing them in about half an hour transformed from their sweaty state to watch the film. The guys went for a quick... I don't know if I'd call it a bath, it was just quick and enough to get the sweat off our skin. We pasted our bodies with insect repellent and put on our track pants and settled in for a quick bite which the ladies from Guyana on our team had prepared. We prayed that the film would really get the message out tonight and people would give their hearts to Christ. Although we were enjoying every moment of this it was easy to forget that this was ministry. I guess we just had to remain focused on who we were here for and who we were representing. It could get very easy to get swept up in the activities and lose our focus on Jesus.

A young boy spent many hours building a little sailboat, crafting it down to the finest detail. He then took it to a nearby river to sail it. When he put it in the water, however, it moved away from him very quickly. Though he chased it along the bank, he couldn't keep up with it. The strong wind and current carried the boat away. The heartbroken boy knew how hard he would have to work to build another sailboat.

Farther down the river, a man found the little boat, took it to town, and sold it to a shopkeeper. Later that day, as the boy was walking through town, he noticed the boat in a store window.

Entering the store, he told the owner that the boat belonged to him. It had his own little marks on it, but he couldn't prove to the shopkeeper that the boat was his. The man told him the only way he could get the boat was to buy it. The boy wanted it back so badly that he did exactly that.

As he took the boat from the hand of the shopkeeper, he looked at it and said, "Little boat, you're twice mine. I made you and I bought you."

In the same way, we belong twice to Someone. He both created us and paid a great price for us. With the blood of His Son, we have been redeemed and reunited with Him. His Son gave His life to get us back, yet so often we show such little gratitude for what He has done for us.

A cross section of the villagers who attended the film showing on the first night

Worship led by the contingent of our team from De Hoop New Testament, Shawn and Orpah, started our evening programme. By the time we came up to the hill every spot on the bleachers was taken and villagers had taken benches from the school to put to sit on closer to the screen. Some even walked with blankets that the spread out on the grass and sat in anticipation of the film. However there were more bugs than people, and even my long pants and being covered in insect repellent didn't seem to help. The equipment wasn't immune as well. However we saw the people again enthralled with the worship without a care about the mosquitoes and bugs, they sang out in a loud voice at the leading of Orpah on the microphone. The pastor prayed before the start of our film. This quiet-looking, stout man, picked up the microphone and bellowed a prayer that cried out from his stomach - so forceful, so passionate, I couldn't help but wonder if he needed our help at all. We were showing "The Ride", which is summarized in what one of the characters Danny insists, "It's not about how long I'm on, it's about how well I ride"- exactly what Paul teaches in Philippians 1. There were other subtle subtext christian messages in this movie taking about the main character's struggle to understand why a loving God would allow suffering in this world. It was very entertaining - however some themes and subtexts without the movie were lost on the villagers who couldn't identify with some aspects of it. Most had never seen a rodeo or even a moving land vehicle. Trying to adjust to the cultural aspects of the movie some later told us that they didn't quite understand what the movie had to do with God. Francis wrapped up the film with an adapted version of a wonderful story, which I had heard many times before. The villagers identified with this message, and when the invitation was made, three persons stepped forward to receive the Lord that night. Among them was the captain of the village.

Villagers who prayed to receive Christ on the first night - second from left is the captain of the villageThis was a significant breakthrough. The captain, who had struggled with alcohol over the last few years, was now willing to give his life to the Lord. Even that night you could see signs of intoxication on him, he stepped forward to give his heart and life to the Lord Jesus that night. God was already working and we were already seeing fruit. We came here not knowing what we will be doing, whether planting a seed, watering the message or reaping the harvest. To those who had gone before and the prayers of our supporters who had been praying for these villagers at Hotoquai, we had to say, "Thank You". Although it was just three persons who prayed to accept Jesus that night, it was just a beginning and we could feel as though it was a spiritual breakthrough. We had two full days ahead of us yet with these villagers.

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